
I remember the first time I held a W. G. Sebald book in my hand. Yes, I felt the weight of the late author’s words but I soon felt another more overwhelming sensation – a feeling of utter joy and freedom – brought on by the odd collection of images that dotted that book’s pages. I knew from that moment on that my activities as an artist would be radically changed. And they were.
Recently I had another ‘lightbulb’ moment brought on by a series of photographs although the ramifications of my interchange still remain unknown, mysterious and even confounding. For how do I reconcile a stack of photos, buried in a pristine world of primal snow for almost 30 years that where then smuggled back into culture carrying a story that had no source, with the archive that is growing around the Barthes project – a collection of photos born in the wool suit, cigarette soaked histories of Europe’s saddest (and most recent) century?
I don’t know.
For now, the lure of these images is strong, so strong that I’ve already canceled my plans to go to Documenta this summer, so that I can visit a small museum in Sweden that holds the photo archive of the doomed Andrée expedition.
On some level these images DO dialogue with Barthes’ Camera Lucida. Both projects deal with a quest and a photography called to extraordinary duty. But maybe I don’t want to figure it out – not yet. For now I’m happy the ICI- IFP (Interpretive Field Project) that will fuel our Barthes publication has found me and that our destination will be a place my ancestors once called home.








